This story is a fanfic based on characters from the web series counterattack fall in love with your rival. original author Chai jidan all credit for that, the main characters and back story are hers but this is an original fanfic besides that its also my first so please bear with me. I have no direct story line planned just taking it chapter by chapter so please enjoy. I welcome your thoughts and ideas but please be nice!! There will be erotic content and this is definitely a mature novel so please do not read if you do not like boyxboy love this novel includes many mature detailed situations if this makes you uncomfortable do not read if not please read and enjoy!!

Why did I do it? Who was he to me? Was it suicide or an accident? They all ask and wonder. Why ask when they already know the answer. / A spinoff of the kdrama 'Shut Up Flower Boy Band' \

A story about Lin Xiao and Xu. Author: Xiao Long (JY's ex manager) . . "Lin was probably never even once thought that, since that day where Xu said 'thank you, im leaving', 8 years has passed. These 8 years, he has been asking to nearly everyone who has connection with Xu about his whereabouts, just to get a trivial answer like 'he's living in japan now'. Lin has always been thinking, if that day he was brave enough to ask him clearly, would the outcome still the same....."