Ava, fleeing from grief takes the trip of a lifetime where she meets an ordinary man... as far as she knows. A second love story - I've had this story in my head for over a year and I'm finally getting it out. Writing a summary of it is harder than writing the dang thing! So here is what you need to know. -It's a love story -It deals with death (Not Harry) -It is MATURE in theme (including non-Harry smut) 18+ please -The character of Harry is from my imagination of him if I were to meet him today on vacation, so yes famous, post 1D solo Harry -This is a fun(ny) story If that doesn't sound like your cup of tea feel free to skip. Read at your own risk. I will put trigger warnings before any heavy topics but ultimately this book is about hope. Its a safe space happy for criticism but remember to be kind This story is pure fiction, dirty dirt fiction ;) Not a real reflection on any real person/s. +++Started October 2022 I will publish in sections the whole thing is written I'm just still fixing and editing so no long waits.

THIS CONTAINS MATURE & EXPLICIT CONTENT. REWRITING!! pls read the warnings before reading. NOCEUR - ONE WHO STAYS UP LATE. "It sounds terrifying as it is." He gives me a small, sad smile. "Everything is..." In of the summer of 2024, Maxine Isabella Devlin, a misunderstood girl with dreams of making her voice heard, embarks on a strange journey with her best friends, Narcissa, Xaviar, and Polly soon to be called her bandmates. Their fun takes an unexpected turn when they cross paths with a notorious alternative rock band called Noceur at the onset of their American Sleepwalkers tour. While being around the group wanting fun, new beginnings, and the freedom to be wild, the four soon find themselves entangled in the band's tumultuous world. They're fighting against a negative change to the world's love for music. Harry Styles, the enigmatic and ruthless lead singer of Noceur, sets his sights on Maxine as he knows she's the curious bright-hearted one. He recognizes the talent of the songs she writes as well as her way of performing, sensing she could soon rise to stardom, as that's her dream too. But his intentions are far from pure and not even a little bit kind. He stuck with making decisions on what to do with her, contemplating whether to manipulate her into the perilous glitz of dark Hollywood or to keep her from the path she seems destined to walk alone unaware. But first, it was Maxine falling into a deep well at the moment she lays eyes on him. Little did she know... he wants to manipulate her dreams for his entertainment. While he tries to get a little closer to her, she's the one getting closer. As tensions rise and the sick secrets unfold around everyone, Maxine's ride becomes a high-stakes game of ambition, danger, and heart-pounding choices. It might just become a trap for the birdcage. For herself, for him, for who, for what? STARTED originally: August 22nd, 2021 ENDED originally: December 24th, 2022 RESTARTED: Dec 17th 2024 #1 in subrry

Maddie West survived a love that almost destroyed her. Now she's trying to build a life that doesn't revolve around what she lost. After the fallout of a relationship that left her hollowed out, Maddie is learning how to exist in the quiet that comes after heartbreak-the kind that doesn't leave scars you can point to, only memories you can't escape. She's stronger now. More guarded. And determined not to let the past rewrite her future. But healing is messy. Old wounds reopen. Familiar names still hurt. And just when Maddie thinks she's finally moving forward, the echoes of what she lost start drifting back into her life-pulling at parts of her she thought were gone for good. Because some loves don't disappear when they end. They linger. They haunt. And they change who you become. BACKWASH is a slow, emotionally heavy story about surviving a devastating love, learning how to stand on your own again, and what happens when the past refuses to stay buried. If you love: • heartbreak that lingers • emotional healing arcs • messy, realistic grief • soft but shattered heroines • and stories that feel painfully real this story is for you.