the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

The Lonely Prince || Phan

Phil Lester hasn't had the best past. He was bullied and tormented because of his sexuality and had no friends for a long time. He then moved to London where he met Chris and PJ who help get his life back on track again. Suddenly he's under a spell when 'The Lonely Prince' - Dan Howell walks into the room and smiles...

genderfluid ➸ phan

I'm not indecisive

Anorexia; Phan

"I never wanted this. I never planned this. So how do you think I'll get over this horrible disease that literally is eating me away to nothing?" Daniel Howell, a sixteen year old who lives an ordinary life but he has a secret. A secret that he had never told anyone. He is a target of anorexia nervosa. Trigger Warnin...

Silver Shadows

There's a castle on a mountain; an urban myth for some, and a home to others. For Dan Howell and Phil Lester, it's their home. At eleven years old, they left their unaccepting families and went to Silver Shadows Academy; a school for LGBT teenagers. They hit it off from day one, and as they discover their identities...

Transgender ⇢ Phan

WARNING (mentions self harm, attempted suicide, etc.) also Cursing. I was inspired by Alex_Dawson's story "Transgender" and "Call me Dan" so credits to them :) I've actually have been wanting to make a story like this for a while. So here we are! I know my writing skills aren't the best, but I hope you enjoy the sto...

Just like me: phan

Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

But I'm Straight (Phan AU)

"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm...

Find Me Again // phan

Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)