Reviewed in "Read It 'Cause It's Teen Fic" By The RoundTable. "Whatever you do, don't crack. If you crack, you fail. " Cracking means you're breaking. You're falling apart. But sometimes, you have to fall apart in order to fall together. *********************************** Zeenath has secrets. Things she's trying to hide, things she's trying to run away from. But that's hard to do when everything around her reminds her of what she's lost. She's been running. Running from her past. Running in the park, concentrating on one foot in front of the other. It's how she silences her mind. But when she meets another group of teenagers in college, she learns everyone has their demons. No matter how much she tries to hide her own, someone always finds out. And the dark, probing eyes of the silent, dark-haired Damian aren't making things any easier for her... Will Zeenath learn to let others into her life again? Will she find friendship, and in the process, find herself? Told in a series of journal entries and letters, join Zeenath on a heartwarming story about friendship, love, and loss. Because you're never too old to learn to let go and smile. Because people change...but memories never do.

Erica Jones is new to New York, after life dealt her with a hard hand. She must rise above her past,accomplish a stable life and most importantly find her lost "happiness" whatever that meant. "Antique man" has always been a bit stubborn,a bit rude,and has been called "jackass"more times in his life than by his real name... What will happen? when according to Erica "the universe has gone crazy!" and she keeps running into this strange man? (I'm a lazy person so updates are VERY inconsistent. I thank you guys for giving BSB a chance though,its pretty daunting to be honest. Nevertheless happy reading!)