A teenage boy lives in California with his roomate, Bryan Stars! You would think it would be a perfect life there. But it isn't. Johnnie Guilbert is on the brink of suicide. He has gone through yet another tradgedy and he thinks he should end it all. He thinks hes worthless. But one day a new girl comes to school. She's nice and understands what he is going through. Johnnie is falling in love, but will he stay for her. Will he win the battle in his head, or will he lose; and give into the grip death has on him.