"Loving someone who doesn't love you is like waiting for a ship at an airport." "Well, fuck, you just gotta pick the right airport." "Kian, a ship isn't gonna go to an airport." "But if-" "It's a metaphor, Kian." "Well that's fucking stupid." ••• If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- Then get the fuck away from me you piece of literal dog shit. Smh 〰 A Jian Story 〰 -ColorMeJian

Book One // B1 ••• "Are you sexually attracted to me?" Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity fucking fuck. The lie detector was still hooked up to me. Stupid fucking BuzzFeed for inviting us over for this stupid fucking video. "What? Of course not." Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. A lie. Okay, so Kian knows my biggest secret, no biggie. The worst part is over. Now I just have to deal with my crush, who I live with, knowing that I like him. Oh, and we're famous, I guess that's pretty important. So that means millions of fans I have to hide from, too. No big deal. Oh, but it's a huge deal. Because a Jian picture was uploaded to Twitter on accident. And Kian retweeted it, on accident. And BuzzFeed invited us over for part two of the video. Yeah, I'd say it's a pretty big deal. I'm at a Dead End. ... • Book Two "Crossroads" is out • -ColorMeJian

*ON HOLD* Kian Lawley is a Senior football player at L.A.'s Brooke stone high he has dyslexia and anxiety that makes class hard for him. In fact school is so hard for him the only class he's really passing is his filming elective. And with a less than perfect life at home he is stressed to the max...... but suddenly something changes. Brooke stone has a new student will he help kian to the top or bring him to the bottom? My first fanfic!! Finally! I've been dying to do this for a long time but haven't had the guts to publish my work....... feel free to comment and message me requests and tips!!!

Jc Caylen is Known as "The Nerd" in school. He has had that title since Middle School. All of his classes in 6th grade were High School courses. Because of this, He was used for his brain, For answers and help. He is Bullied for this, and not only that, he is gay which doesn't help him. He hopes that going into his Junior Year that he will be accepted. Kian Lawley is Your classic good looking Guy in high school. He is The All-Star of The basketball team, and Football team. People only see him as a Jock, but they do not what he is really hiding. Lets Just Say he has is as smart as Jc. Kian is Straight, but you never know what could happen. This is My first Fanfiction So hope it isn't too bad or too clićhe.