❝ if you're watching this, then i'm already dead.❞ story edited by @redbren all rights reserved. copyright © 2014 | Eva

In which a fan introduces Ashton Irwin to the world of fanfiction. © 2014 webby | bonnaroo

He puts out the cigarette in the tray and I notice cuts on his wrists. I don't know if I should ask him or not. If I do, I know he'll get defensive, but if I don't I'll be wishing I did. He catches me staring and moves his bracelets to cover them up. "It's nothing, okay?" He gets up and throws the ashes out the window into a couple bushes. I don't know what to do, so I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his back. "Get off me, freak!" He throws my arms off and turns to me. "Ashton, it's okay...I have them, too." Carmen is tired of being depressed, alone, left out, or at least until a new kid moves in across the street. They despise each other until she's forced to move in with him because of her Mother's debt. After spending time, they realize they aren't so different after all...

"Is she even capable of being saved..? Who knows anymore," Ashton thinks to himself.

She found something, or rather someone, she never expected to find in her new room.

A boy never forgot about the things that made him crazy. He just watched them burn.

"7:15, that's our time."

"The thing I regret most is falling in love when I knew it'd never last" - The tragic love story of a precautious girl and a player; ending only in a series of regrets. [COMPLETED]

"Welcome to the chase. Might as well just call it Hell." cover by @Iucifer

alright, students. your final project is due a month from today. i'd like you to take a picture of the most beautiful thing you can find.