it's gone. Many people find their escape through writing. That was true for Camila. She wrote in her journal daily, without fail, about her best friend and long-time crush, Lauren. But when her journal ends up in the wrong hands, she's forced to either succumb to reality or make her voice heard. JOURNALS IS OFFICIALLY A BOOK. AVAILABLE FOR WORLDWIDE SHIPPING. Createspace: createspace.com/5954029 Amazon: Journals https://www.amazon.com/.../1522.../ref=cm_sw_r_api_SJGPxb9J7Y4T6

Camila has many unsolved problems and demons in her past. She is convinced that no one cares. For her, there is only one solution until one fateful evening a stranger knocks on her door and turns her life upside down. Will Lauren be able to show Camila that life is worth living? TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

❝She left me.❞ ❝I should hate her, but I don't. I can't hate someone so beautiful. She did everything that she could do just so she can find a way to help me, to cope with the fact that I lost someone that has been there for me since forever.❞ ❝But I took her for granted. I drove her away, further away than she already was from me. I made a mess of someone so beautiful and caring.❞ ❝Love is beautiful but it sure as hell can break you.❞ Lauren Jauregui used to have everything. She had a nice family, the best friends she could ask for and the sweetest girlfriend that loves her. Until everything fell apart. Lauren lost the person who truly understood her. Since then, she became the opposite of what she used to be. Alcohol and parties were her only solitude where she could cope with the fact that she lost a part of her. But one person tried to help her, and that was her girlfriend, Camila Cabello. But now that she's gone, how will Lauren try and convince her to give her another chance?

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On the first day that Lauren starts working at Starbucks, she swears to herself that she will never write her number down on someone's coffee cup. // "What do you write about?" "Anything that interests me." "Like what?" "Things that people talk about in cafés. Cities. Winter weather. How the sun is going to die one day. Girls with pretty eyes. Wildlife documentaries. The middle of the universe. Being young." // Camren | AU | Three-Shot

Lauren honestly didn't expect so many noise complaints when she joined the police, but if all of them went as well as her first one, she was sure she could handle more. Especially when she couldn't stop running into the girl she kept thinking about. Or: Lauren is a cop and gets a lot of stupid nicknames, Camila is an actress with very thin walls and sometimes life takes weird turns, but it's mostly for the best. #6 in 5hfanfiction #10 in normally Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6WNDUNldi0 PS: This was rated as mature, but I changed it because there's basically only one explicit chapter and I don't wanna lead people on. If I ever add more smut, I may change it back to mature :)

Lauren Jauregui thought she was the only one of her kind in the entire world. What happens when she meets a pretty girl with the same eerie eyes and same instinct to hunt as her?

Camila Cabello has always been the type of individual to keep to herself in all aspects. She's known as the type of girl to stay home late up at night, reading a novel or even studying for a math test the next day. Even by her closest friends, she's teased for never going to a party or never even having her first kiss; but she never minded the jokes shared about her. It was going to take more than teasing to change her unusual ways and preferences, and lucky for her...it did. *** "I had never expected my life change from one day to another because of a girl I never even knew walked the same halls as I did. Maybe it was because of the way she hid behind the shadows with her brothers and sister, never interacting with anyone else but themselves. Maybe it was the fact that those intense, golden-emerald eyes I had come to love intimidated everyone else to the point where no one never acknowledged her. Or maybe it was because she was just... Different. Whatever it was, I just knew my life would never be the boring, cliche story I thought I would always keep. I also didn't know that I would no longer be that nobody behind the shadows that walked the halls. I never knew I would have to fear for my life at any given point because of her, or because of what she could do to me. And I certainly didn't know that she'd ruin me to the point where I'd actually fall hard for her... *G!P Lauren* ▫▫▫▫ Cover by @SLOTHTATO

A small girl catches my attention one day during lunch and I can't seemed to get her off my mind. My new friends and others advise me to stay away from the brunette. I'm new to the school so I don't know much of anything but I can't figure out as to why someone so cute and petite could possibly be dangerous. Every time I ask, everyone's response is "She's not normal..." ---------- ATTENTION - If you're a grammar freak, I don't suggest reading this. This was mainly written when I had no idea what I was doing yet. My grammar sucked and I had many choppy chapters. If you make it half way through the book, I promise it gets better. Currently in process of editing. CrownedDirection© (Started: April 2015 - Finished: Aug 2016)

Camila wins a radio contest and gets to spend a week with the world's newest rising popstar: Lauren Jauregui.