In an instant, Connor's whole world is shattered, leaving him with only questions. What happens if he loses his best friend? If he lives? If he loves? Read this heartbreaking story about Jude and Connor, based on the hit novel If I Stay.

Jude begins to receive notes from a secret admirer everyday in his locker & he has no idea who it is. Unaware of just how unexpected the identity behind "C" really is.

Hi. I've never written fanfic before so this is the first. Based on the Fosters and all it characters. Same time period as the show. Both boys in 7th grade and after the camping trip before the shooting is about the time it starts at. Hope you like it and let me know if you want more.

Jude and Connor are best friends and they share a unique bond with each other. When feelings come across them, will their friendship lead to something more?