Where Justin needs Zayn back and in return receives an ambush of dormant feelings. Alive but just waiting to be triggered. Until, of course, the tragic happens. Or; because blurbs are vague. Add this story to your reading list and read on for a rollercoaster in 5 parts :) Copyright @breathingzarry

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

"You know, he was a wreck after you guys broke up." Ashton snorted. "I find that hard to believe." Ashton and Luke broke up 3 years ago the day before Ashton left to go to college in America. Now that he's back in Australia on break, the two find themselves reconnecting and wondering why they broke up in the first place.

in·fat·u·a·tion (inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n) noun an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone or something. "he had developed an infatuation with the boy" {based off the song A Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay}

His voice in this room, like shadows on walls, I imagine him on the other side of the door His words, his voice, his touch, At the start, the end, and in the middle Strange how it mattered so much, when now, It matters, so little. - Lang Leav ➵ lower case intended. © pumpingluke

If you had the choice to have all the knowledge you could ever possibly want or to be able to love who you want and do what you want, what would you choose?

~ "Don't you see, Ashton? If you want me, you'll have to stay. You'll have to wait. You'll have to live." "I'm not sure I can." {Luke is an angel and Ashton needs saving.} ~ Special thanks to cxddlingashtxn.

The thing is, Ashton just keeps on breaking Luke's heart. {The Giving Tree reinterpretation}

"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.

Pop Star Luke Hemmings is always away, his loving boyfriend is always at home, especially since Luke got him pregnant.