* massive trigger warning * updates every week on friday's ☞THIS BOOK IS COPYRIGHTED☜

To be honest, not many people can say that they got adopted their heroes. Well I can... My name's Hazel, I'm 18 now and I've been up for adoption ever since I can remember really. My parents died when I was only 3 months old so I don't really know much about them, but I guess that's not too bad. When I was 15, I got adopted by my hero's youtubers Dan Howell and Phil Lester. This story has been twisted about a lot by press and fans but here's the story of what really happened... a/n: some people may consider some parts depressing, i have put a trigger warning at the start of the chapters with the parts in but i just thought i'd tell you here as well.