Dear Dan, Where are you? Dear Phil, I'm right here.

silvery-vision: you seem like an unusual person to like my photos sparkly-thundershot: you're cute and i enjoy your photos so why not? emo!dan pastel!phil a story in which two boys found not only love but friendship on the internet. very fluffy, little smut [highest ranking: #1 in january 2016]

Dan Howell puts on a smile for his fans, his relatives, and Phil. But as his feelings for Phil Lester begin to grow, he becomes insecure. In the belief that Phil will never love him like that, his heart begins to break. And his inner demons become stronger. Dan has to be strong and not show others that he is hurting. But will he end up destroying himself in the attempt to get over Phil Lester? And will Phil realise his feelings for Dan before it's too late? *MAY BE TRIGGERING* <3

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story. Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2013. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

Hey is this Dan? Yeah who are you? I'm the guy at the coffee shop Oh Phil hey! Hey. -- Dan and Phil met in a coffee shop and things started off rough but eventually got on track. When Phil tells Dan about his real life will Dan be able to pull him out of it?

"Who are you?" + Joint phan fic by jetblackhowell and takethisfolieadeux.

DISCONTINUED :(( they call you cry baby, cry baby, so you laugh through your tears ✧ pastel!dan punk!phil based on melanie martinez's album 'cry baby'

Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.