Honestly just like my random thoughts and stuff idk why I'm making it a story but whatever

Disarray is an outcast, people call her 'emo'. Her family is full of preps. They hate her new lifestyle of being the way she is. They hate the fact that she dyed her long blonde hair black and got it cut so its more scene. She has multiple tattoos and piercings, but there's one thing that they do not know, she has a cutting problem, no one knows about it, not even her two best friends Tara and Alice. She is haunted by the past that caused her to change, she blames herself. What will happen when her best friend Alice enters a contest to go on tour with Falling In Reverse, Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance Floor? Alice is a suicidal outcast all because of one mistake that she didn't foresee. Now she is a junior in high school and has to deal with two alcoholic parents and take care of her little sister. She had wanted to sing ever since she learned how to play acoustic guitar when she was eight and the piano when she was 9, now shes 17 years old and can play acoustic and electric guitar and the piano/keyboard. Her dream seems to be going down the drain until when shopping at Hot Topic, her friends sees a flyer that says you can win a chance to go on tour with Falling In Reverse with special guests Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance floor. What will happen when she decides to enter? O rwhen a certain someone starts to worm their way into her heart, will she finally break down and confess about her past attempts at suicide? Or will she just push them away like she has everyone else?

A bunch of quotes from books and peoples saying plus lyrics from songs. It all catches my eye or I relate to it or simply enjoy what it says. I own none of the lyrics or quotes mentioned, unless I specifically say so.

Cecelia (Cece) Willows has made a mistake. Helping one of those 'emo' kids. Yes, she knows it was a nice thing to do, since she's a nerd and knows what they go through, and her sister was one of them. But, she stood against Samantha Sanders, Queen Bee of Eastwood High School. And now she'll have to deal with the consequences.

15 year old Scott is the kind of guy that you wouldn't remember his face. You could see him everyday but think that it's your first time meeting. 17 year old Clara is the kind of girl that music is her way to express herself. Both end up at the same band camp. Scott can't help that when he first sees her that he falls in love. Will Scott break through his shyness and make her remember him and tell her his feelings? Find out.

Just read the damn thing Warning profanity and suicidal, cutting and emo content.