13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a sense of safety. She never feels at home. Although she does experience times of joy, it is quite rare for her to find any source of light in her life. But there are two YouTubers who manage to give her momentary happiness. And all it takes to get their attention is one letter. Just one letter, and suddenly Iris' life is where she never thought it would be; In the caring hands of Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil). [A/N: There are some triggers, but overall this fanfiction isn't centered around those things. However, there is some swearing and sexual content. You've been warned!] *I am the queen of this plot so y'all better bow down to me*

(old description) ---trigger warning please stay safe--- "Hey Ugly!" I heard Piper yell to me "Still daydreaming about those Dan and Phil dorks ever adopting you. Let's face it, if no regular person likes nor will adopt you, why will those fags ever will" I flashed out of my daydream from the sound of other teens laughing at what seemed to be me. I ran upstairs to get my blade "She's right...no one's ever gonna adopt me. Definitely not Dan and Phil. No one even likes me... No one even cares about me... no one" I think to myself just before... (much newer one) no one likes riley she thinks why should they everyone loves dan and phil so whyd they choose her? →{tw: sexual content, profanity, darkness (depression and such), descriptive language, and even a little bit of gore is involved greatly} ***FIRST FAN FICTION-- CRINGY*** ******also, i wrote the majority of this fan fiction in 6th grade except the last 3 or 4 chapters to wrap up the book but its quite poorly written in my opinion but a lot of people seem to still read it so to each their own (^:

Ariana is an orphan who LOVES Twaimz. She watches his videos and memorized his song called the Llama Song because he loves llamas. But, what will happen when Twaimz changes her life forever? Read to find out....