in which a boy and a girl meet in the hospital, where they feel farthest from home. but they soon find home in each other.

He was happy. He had a plan for his future but everything changed when he realized that he wasn't perfect. He was fat, ugly, and worthless. Nothing could change the way he thought of himself.

Ashton felt worthless. He felt fat. He felt as though he got in everyone's way. He felt like he needed to starve himself. He felt like he would never feel loved. He felt like he was a waste of space. He felt so imperfect. He felt as though he didn't deserve such great friends. But they didn't know. They didn't know Ashton felt worthless. They didn't know he felt fat. They didn't know he felt as though he got in everyone's way. They didn't know he starved himself. They didn't know he needed to feel loved. They didn't know he thought of himself as a waste of space. And they didn't know that he felt imperfect. Will Luke be able to help Ashton in time? (He will) *Spoiler Alert* Was I supposed to say spoiler alert before I spoiled it? Oops.

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

In which a young girl finds the love and support she never had in a group of young boys. warning: involves serious topics like suicide, eating disorders & self harm !! read at your own risk and remember im here for you. ♡ (discontinued)

That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked

Everyone's got their demons, but what happens when they take over your life. Slight inspiration from Club Of Misfits. Not much. Ashton's anorexic. Then he meets Luke who helps him get better. But what if what Luke is doing is making him worse? Luke is mute. Once he meets Ashton though, all he wants to do is talk. But he can't. What happens when he finally does but he screws it up? Calum self harms. No one knows. Not even his best friend Ashton. One day he takes it too far. What does he do when Michael finds him almost bled out in the locker room? Michael is abused. His father always liked his older brother more than him. And now that he's gone, Michael gets all of the attention. Just not the good kind. What if he slips and mentions Calum, making his father furious to the point of killing him? Updates will be every Saturday. It might be slow at first. Please do not read if you aren't okay with reading material that has to do with self harm or anything like that.

Meet Ashton 18 senior year bullied, cuts, alone, no friends, anorexic, depressed, and abused at home. Now meet Luke the jock of the school, happy, and popular. Now keep in the mind that Luke's life is well, perfect. He wants to get to know Ashton but all he does is listen, learn, and draw arrows. Luke never understood why but he wants to find out. All Ashton wants is someone to listen, someone to stay with him, and most of all someone to love him for who he is but what Luke doesn't know is that Ashton as powers that go with his emotions.

*Trigger Warning* Contains selfharm, verbal mental and physical abuse, smoking, depression, anorexia, bulimia, drug use, & sexual content. "I'm not like those normal girls Michael, i'm different, a bad different, I keep secrets, the kind that scare people away."

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"