To Kade Sanford Black, falling for his best friend Xanthie Lorenz, a serious and drop-dead handsome songwriter, was a line he did not want to cross. Knowing all too well the huge possibility of losing the only person who could see through him, he took a step back and put a distance to sustain their friendship - especially since Xanthie is soon to marry. Will Kade be able to hold back his feelings until he sees Xanthie married? Or will he finally have the courage to confess his feelings...and risk losing the only friend he has? WARNING: This story contains depictions of suicide, self-harm, and mental health crises that may be upsetting for some readers. Any depictions of mental health issues herein are not meant as a replacement for medical care. If you or someone you know deals with similar issues, they should seek the help of a medical professional. Reader discretion is advised. If you or someone you know in the U.S. is contemplating suicide, please encourage them to call 988 or visit 988lifeline.org. For international resources, please visit: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international-suicide-hotline s.html CECELIB | C.C. Cover by Ren Tachibana

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ***This book is a spin-off. It can be read as a standalone, but it is recommended to read Bullied (Bullied #1), Pained (Bullied #2), and Damaged (Bullied #3) before reading this book to get a better understanding of the story and characters. ------------- Six months ago, I arrived in Enfield looking for a fresh start. Scarred by an old incident, I hoped life in a new town would help me finally accept myself, but I was wrong because the big change brought something way worse. Blake Jones. I was on Blake's radar from the first day of our senior year, when he humiliated me in front of the whole school with a "welcome party." However, it wasn't welcoming at all, and it was just the start. Day after day, Blake was there to remind me I was fat and worthless, and the coward in me never let me defend myself. Until I finally exploded and fought back, right in the middle of class. But now? Now I have to pay the price because Blake won't let it slide. He'll make sure I regret it. Unless I manage to break out of his hatred and my all-consuming fears.

Ang love, dumarating ng hindi mo inaasahan. Maybe at the time na parang gusto mo ng sumuko sa buhay. Sa kabila ng patong-patong na problemang dumarating sa buhay mo, may isang taong dahilan kung bakit nabubuhay ka pa sa mundo. Maaaring siya ang hinahangaan mo o kaya naman ay kinamumuhian mo. But one thing is for sure, no matter how miserable your life is, there's always a blessing for you. Blessing that just around the corner. STARTED: 04|08|2017 FINISHED: 12|03|2017

Matapos iwan ng kanyang ama silang mag-iina para sumama sa ibang babae at matapos ding mabuntis ang kanyang ate ng isang lalaking walang paninindigan, labis ang naging galit ni Magnolia Jamaica Ledesma sa mga lalaki. She chose to become a man-hater, and she carried that choice like armor. Pero isang gabi, sa pinakawalang-wala siyang pag-asa, she met a so-called knight in shining armor. Simula noon, unti-unting gumulo ang kanyang sistema. Her heart would betray her with every sound of his voice, na parang laging may halong init at lambing na ayaw niyang aminin. Pero bago pa man siya tuluyang mahulog, tila kailangan nang maputol ang namumuong damdamin. Dahil ang lalaking itinuring niyang tagapagtanggol, ang lalaking nagbibigay sa kanya ng liwanag ay siya ring dahilan ng pagluha ng maraming babae sa lugar nila. He's known as "The Man Who Never Cried" because he's the one who'll make you cry. Ngunit dahil sa isang sitwasyon at isang kasunduan, magsisimula ang ugnayan nilang hindi nila inasahan... at unti-unting lalalim. Is there a chance that the man who never cried will finally shed tears for her? Or will she be just another woman destined to cry because of him? (Ashralka Heirs Series #1) STARTED: 08|31|15 FINISHED: 12|29|15 by Levelion

Si Felise Ann Espinoza ay walang swerte sa pag-ibig. Lagi nalang siyang second option ng mga lalaking minamahal niya. Lagi nalang siyang umiiyak sa harap ng mga ito at nagmamakaawa. Bitbit ang mga salitang 'Sana ako naman' But those words, always doesn't change anything. Dahil sa huli, uuwi rin siyang luhaan. Ngunit sadyang madali talaga siyang mapaibig dahil sa pagdating ng isang misteryosong lalaki sa buhay niya. She'll eventually fall in love again. Head over heels pa nga ang eksena niya. Pero paano kung sa pagkakataong ito ay mabigo na naman siya, dahil mismong ang taong pinakamahalaga pa sa buhay niya ang makakalaban niya sa puso ng bagong lalaking nagpapatibok ng puso niya. STARTED: 01|03|16 FINISHED: 03|15|16

Nagsimula ang pagkahumaling sa musika ni Amybelle Buencamino, nang minsan siyang magbakasyon sa Ashralka at masaksihan ang taunang battle of the band, sa bayan ng Sul Medra, na nagaganap bago magsimula ang fiesta roon. That's where she first met the dashing devonair Genesis John Castroverde. Ang lalaking minsang hinamon niya at lakas loob na sinabihang tatalunin ito sa isang battle of the band at simula rin 'non ay itinuring na niyang mahigpit na katunggali. Pero paano kung sa musika nilang ipinaglalaban ay mabuo ang mahiwagang pagtitinginan? Pwede bang mag mahalan ang dalawang taong magkalaban? Can they battle with love? STARTED: 11|19|2017 FINISHED: 06|30|2018

A Collaboration with Race Darwin and Cecelib

Hindi man natupad ni Aika ang buohin muli ang kanilang pamilya. Hindi naman siya nagsisi sa naging desisyon niya para sa mga ito, lalo't nakikita niya na masaya na ang mga ito ngayon. Kahit pa kapalit 'non ay ang kaligayahan naman niya. At sa paglipas ng panahon, muling magbabalik ang taong noon ay pinakawalan niya. Sa pagku-krus muli ng kanilang landas, handa na nga ba siyang pakisamahan ito ngayon, bilang isang kapatid? Hanggang saan ang paninindigan niya na kalimutan ang nararamdaman niya para dito, kung matindi parin ang epekto nito sa kanya? Parati niyang itinatangging wala na siyang nararamdaman para dito pero magtama nga lang ang mga mata nila ay naghuhuramentado agad ang kanyang puso. No matter how many times she denies her feelings, her heart couldn't lie. Because all along she's still in love with him. Book 2 of When She Loved Him (Half Blood Boys Series #1) STARTED: 09|04|15 FINISHED: 11|02|15 Levelion

AIWG Sidestory featuring Misty Kirsten Lee (Kurt's younger sister) and France Zion Madrigal (Wayne's younger brother) "Ma-fa-fall na nga lang ako, sa bading pa!" - Misty *2015 Talk of the Town Awardee*

Hanggang saan ang hangganan ng pag-ibig ni Crystal Jane para sa matalik na kaibigang si Ramses? Gaano kalalim para sa lalaking minsan ay ginawa siyang panakip-butas lang? Written ©️ 2014 (Published 2017 by PHR) Book Cover made from Canva Pro