"We were holding hands and walking along the pier. Alec loved the peir and so do i. I wish I could bring Holland She loves it here. I cringed and pushed the thought away. This is about me and my boyfriend. That word still sounds forign to me. I stopped walking and so did Alec. He smiled at me and I touched his cheek. It was now or never. "Alec, these past 4 months with you have been the best of my life. You make me unbelieveably happy. You are amazing. Thank you for giving me a chance to realize that you are one of the best damn things in my life. I am so glad God gave me you." I said. He was looking dead into my eyes. "I love you." I said. Those 3 words I finally said. He opened his mouth to say something but his phone rang." ________________________________________________________ Alec Lightwood, Junior in highschool, Football quarter back, Girlfriend. Meeting the "new kid" Magnus Bane, Alec starts to question himself. Finding out he is gay, he does not know what to do or how to handle it. His life was perfect until Magnus Bane showed up. But Alec cant help but think there might be something with Magnus. © Copyrighted MegEnchanted. All rights reserved. This material contains federal copyright. No part of this work may be produced or submitted in any way shape or form until otherwise proven and written formally by MegEnchanted.

I missed max. Those were the only thoughts in my head these days, I couldn't concentrate on anything properly without it linking it back to him. The lyrics I wrote, or the hurt I felt to whenever I looked back to my old book to where I still kept my songs from back when I was in Escape The Fate. Though it'd never be the same anymore, they've all moved on with their lives, though as much as I try to move on, I can't help but think about the reasons to why I hated them so much. I never realised that as I was ruining my life I was affecting theirs, the band was tearing apart, they couldn't handle my alcoholic self, my drug addiction, I guess they had no choice but to kick me out anyway, if I was any of them I might have done the same. But why am I regretting this so much? I have Ryan, Jacky, our new guitarist Ronnie Ficarro.., Derek...Hell I have Falling In Reverse, a more successful band than Escape The Fate were. We have more fans, our gigs are hella crazy, if not, awesome as fuck. I am Ronnie Radke. No longer drug addict, a now sober man who has learnt to stand back up on his own two feet, working hard to re-fullfil my dream that I had another chance at doing. Prison did good for me, it actually changed me, I learned to realise my mistakes. Not give up, I spent good time in Prison, unlike some people who would mope around I actually did something for myself. Every night I would think about the crimes I'd committed, the guilt took over, so I took that guilt to a pen and paper, drumming out the beats of songs on the tables, scribbling away sheets of music. Prisoners would ask me to sign autographs for their daughters who were huge crazed fans for their idol. Heck, I wasn't an Idol, I was a wreck. I was a huge wreck, don't follow in my footsteps with the drug abuse and alcohol. The Ronnie from ETF. Follow in the footsteps of Ronnie Radke from Falling In Reverse. Because that is who I am now. That is who I shall continue as to live on.

Siggah is an eighteen-year-old girl who just moved to Las Vegas, Nevada on a whim. One night she walks into a bar where a little band called Escape The Fate is playing and they change her troubled life forever.