Note to self: How can it be possible to know exactly what you're doing, and have no idea at the same time? Never having a boyfriend has never been a concern for Carmen Spencer. She's perfectly happy with fictional ones... until she meets Aiden Reed: a charming, forward boy brimming with conversation starters, brilliant poetry and witty remarks. When the night they meet is over, Carmen knows the chances of seeing him again are ridiculously slim (particularly because she lost him before she could get his phone number), but he might turn out to be closer than she ever thought possible. Although, Aiden's seemingly simple intentions may turn out to be less than honourable, and Carmen may change for the worst because of them. © 2016. All Rights Reserved This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Troye moves to California to have a better life for himself and to become successful. He works two jobs that don't pay that much and barely gets by with just living in a small apartment in LA. He finally gets the courage to apply for a job at Franta Records, which he gets. After a little while of working there, he starts to get noticed by Connor Franta, the Founder of Franta Records. After finding out who this Australian is, he becomes quite intrigued with him and starts introducing Troye to the finer things in life. After some time Connor tells Troye that he has greater intentions than some short love affair, and offers Troye a deal that would turn his world upside down, in exchange for his freedom. Warning: There will definitely be a lot of smut in story. Not sure when, but there will be. I most likely won't give a warning, it'll just happen. Also, this is a BDSM type of fic, like 50 Shades of Grey but less masochism and no emotional abuse. There will be no triggers like rape, self harm, etc. If I put something in and I think it may be triggering, I'll make sure to put a trigger warning at the beginning of the chapter.

When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriously, or take anything for granted. [Some content may be triggering - trigger warnings will be included at the beginning of any chapters including this kind of content.] Highest Rank: #155

Connor was always the happiest out of the group, but what everyone didn't know was that he was secretly in pain. Connor couldn't take being alone anymore, he craved the feeling of being wanted and loved. So he turned to the Internet. (Warning! there might be grammar errors)

Connor Franta- a young photographer that also enjoys making videos and trying out local coffee shops Troye Sivan Mellet- young coffee barista with a secret persona as the beautiful young singer Troye Sivan What happens when these two boys meet? Will secrets be revealed? Will two completely different boys give themselves to each other? It all started with a coffee stain.

"Wrong number but wanna talk for a bit?"

"One day, I'm going to jump. And its going to be grand, and all the world is going to see that even a pretty boy has feelings too." UNEDITED AND VERY SAD ALSO ITS A SHORT STORY THAT STARTS ON CHAP 18 AND ENDS WITH 23 BC THE CHAPTERS REPRESENT HIS AGE K

Troye Sivan makes a big decision to move to California. That doesn't happen to be his only decision though. He makes mistakes, but then again everybody makes mistakes. These mistakes though happen to involve a very attractive boy by the name Connor. He didn't realize that he was falling apart until he finally broke. Who caught him? Connor? No one? "I needed to see him again. I've grown so close to him, that when he's away, it feels like a part of me is missing. He truly is my other half and I need my other half to be whole again."

A collection of moments that may only ever occur once.

Adjusting to high school life is never easy. When it comes to friends- and love interests- it can get really complicated. Combine it with having major trust issues and unsettles daddy problems and maybe you'll have someone close to Connor Franta. Set months after the mystery is only left unsolved, see how figuring out your first crush may be a boy could be the least of your problems. Rated M for dark themes and explicit language *Sequel to Black on Black- Completed*