I have searched in places, I've waited for years, I've taken all the chances, I've cried so many tears, I've seen so many faces, I've hid a lot of fears until my heart stopped searching cause you're already here.

I have built walls around my imaginary castle of self-pity ever since my first love left. I am safe. Alone maybe, but safe. Until that faithful day when coffee turned into chaos. Beautiful, beautiful chaos. Things will never be the same again. Author's note: This is written in Maine's POV and is in english. Grammar corrections and other constructive criticisms are very much welcome.