Dan and Phil have been the best of friends since 2009 and believe they know everything about each other by now. They have shared thoughts, feelings, and-on one brave night-an intimate passion that has yet to be matched. However, Dan has a secret. Ever since Dan was just a fan of Phil, he has kept a small blue notebook. He has written down every feeling and thought that he has been too afraid to tell anyone. Every night around 2 AM, he sits down and writes everything he wished he said that day. Little did Phil know, most of the entries involved him. What happens when that notebook gets into the wrong hands? How will Dan deal with his friends knowing exactly what he thinks about them and what he means when he's angry? How will Phil react when he finds out?

"It wasn't the reason why I left." © dan howell found his past girlfriend, and he has his best friend phil by his side, only to find out the secrets she's been keeping. how will he figure them out if she's finally gone for good? ON HIATUS

Phanfiction Phil thought he could leave his past behind him though sadly fate had a much better idea. When things take a turn for the worst will he stand or flee as he has done his whole life. Dan was on his last year of highschool and was talking a walk to clear his mind in the dead of night. This might seem strange to anyone else, but to Dan this was normal, well normal until a strange smelling cloth all the sudden came over his mouth, and by the time he came back around there was a pistol pressed to his temple. His life in the hands of the terrified boy in front of him. Not too my warnings other that adduction and some physical abuse, some mentions of depression, and maybe smut.... Idk it's a work in progress but I will warn you before anything triggering might happen.

Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including anorexia and bulimia, depression and possible suicidal thoughts etc* May be TRIGGERING! Also, none of this really happened/is happening to the-nor do I wish it to in any way + I obviously don't not own Dan, Phil, Chris and/or PJ (although they do own my heart) ENJOY (: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE - I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW <33333333

Dan and Phil are strangers to each other at first (because of the student hierarchy) but an interesting encounter and odd first impressions might prove that soul mates do exist. Follow the unwinding story that sees Phil's secret out of the closet and Dan's emotions spiralling out of control from mixes of his home life and school life. How will all Phil's friends react to unwanted information? Will Dan find it in him to push through his teenage years? Will love prevail? Disclaimer - trigger warning

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are just best friends to the phandom. Fellow YouTubers and bestfriends who live together. Although, most of the phandom ships them together, they can never actually prove it, since Dan and Phil have never said "Phan is real" although they do try. But yet, what the phandom doesnt know is that it is real. It has been since 2009, but they just never wanted to go public. They told their parents and friends and that was it. It was a secret plan you could say. But then again, ever plan has its flaws. POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNINGS: (possible) mentions of depression, anxiety, self-harm and suicide. Death. Warning: Idk how deep in the trigger warnings I'm going to get. Please be careful reading :)

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

silvery-vision: you seem like an unusual person to like my photos sparkly-thundershot: you're cute and i enjoy your photos so why not? emo!dan pastel!phil a story in which two boys found not only love but friendship on the internet. very fluffy, little smut [highest ranking: #1 in january 2016]

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)