{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

A Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) cross reader fanfiction. Bethany :)

story is now on --friday

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

❃ lowercase intended (short story!)

☆*゜ﾟ･*☆*･゜ﾟ･*☆*･゜ﾟ･*☆*･ When (Y/N) misses the only chance she has to meet her idols,Dan and Phil, whilst they are on their tour to Nottingham she walks home by herself when she sees two familiar faces, it was them. Find out what else happens in the story! ♥ ☆*゜ﾟ･*☆*･゜ﾟ･*☆*･゜ﾟ･*☆*･