"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm, and eventually smut//

PHAN ONE SHOTS! READ AHEAD! *traffic guard gesturing you forward*

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

Dan Howell- the bruised broken boy who thinks nobody will ever love him Phil Lester- the new boy who takes an interest in Dan the very first day. When these two meet sparks ignite immediately yet both boys ignore them. Phil and Dan begin to slowly fall for each other day by day. However both boys have secrets. Will these secrets affect the relationship? How about one being driven to the point of death? You never know with these two. (Sorry I'm really bad at descriptions but idk). *****TRIGGER WARNING***** ABUSE, SELF HARM, EATING DISORDERS, MENTAL DISORDERS, ALCOHOL ABUSE, DRUG ABUSE, MENTION OF SUICIDE, DEATH AND GENERAL BULLYING IF YOU SUFFER FROM ANY OF THESE THINGS PLEASE GET HELP OR CONTACT ME I WILL HELP YOU.

PHAN! WARNING!- this story contains strong language, mild violence, and mild self harm Enjoy! Oh yes and there maybe character on the way that you recognise! X I know its long X

Dan is dating Phil. They also live together with Phil's parents. School's great, life's great. Everything's going perfectly, but how long can that last? -------> This is a sequel to "My New Friend (a Phanfiction)" so go read that first or this won't make much sense.

Part 2 of the infamous series. You asked for it, so you got it - this is the sequel to You're The Straw To My Berry! If you haven't read YTSTMB, it would make sense to read that first but it's not 100% necessary.

*On a slight hiatus, looking to update asap. If you would like to see my better work I suggest taking a look at my phan one shots. Thanks for being patient with me!* Dan Howell learned early in life to build up walls, like a fortress around the castle that was his heart. Love come and goes easily, and when trying to get through high school without the casualties it's hard to not shield your self from the world. Then came along Phil Lester. A boy who cared more for other than himself who walked with his heart on his sleeve. With him, Dan soon begins to realize that maybe not all castles need walls. *DISCLAIMER: I (sadly) do not, nor will I ever, own Dan Howell, Phil Lester or any brand/company names mentioned in this story. This story is a work of fiction and is meant for the entertainment of the readers and myself. Thank you* Trigger Warning! If you are triggered by any of the following, maybe go check out my other stories: Profanity, Depression, Bullying, brief mentions of alcohol*

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.