"I did not mean to do it, but I could not control myself." Brian sighed softly, "Every time I lay my eyes on that beautiful boy, an animal inside me takes control. I didn't mean to do it." There was a pause before he spoke again. "I loved him."

Zoe is a normal kid, her parents are getting divorced, she's sad, etc. She runs away from home when she's had to much of her parents yelling. Zoe's best friend Quinn brings her to live with him, and she finds love in Quinn's best friend Bert. But when Zoe's friends and her go to a Placebo concert, something happens to Zoe that destroys her life forever and may end it.

((Basically this is one big messy gay bandom AU, features just about every ship in the emo trinity and a few more)) Frank is the only gay guy he knows, stuck in the rather restricting and conservative world of Catholic school with his two best friends and their Catholic upbringings, where his daily adrenaline hits come from smoking behind the art block with Jamia, who he reckons is on her path to being the next Lindsay Lohan. But then, things really do change, because perhaps Jamia's matchmaking abilities aren't quite as shitty as Frank reckons, and perhaps this 'social gathering' he's dragged along to, does have some benefit to him after all. And perhaps, Frank will draw a face to the name of Gerard - Mikey's older brother, who really despite living in the same town, is worlds away from the reality Frank's stuck in. And on the subject of the unlikely, will Mikey ever finally figure out that Alicia Simmons really doesn't give a fuck about croquet?

Small little Mosdal fanfic. I've been inspired by so many others, so I thought I should write some. This also goes back and forth in time, so just be ready for that.

This story was never finished. But here's the non-completed version of it : Brian Molko was waiting around for something new in his life, when he finally met someone who showed him a whole new world. And that man was Stefan Olsdal