Have you ever had something happen to you, that you know you'll remember for the rest of your life? Have you had something embedded in your memory, that you would be able to recite everything that happened, without missing a single detail, weeks, months and maybe even years after it happened? Do you have memories so horrifying that they plague your mind and make you toss and turn all hours of the night, never getting any sleep? Does your family tip toe around you, never acting like their normal selves, always watching what they say in case you have a bad reaction? Do you get these looks of pity and sadness thrown at you whenever someone finds out about your past? If yes then you will understand what Alyssa has been going through these past 4 years.