Zayn Malik is a lost soul. He has been told all his life he is nothing and has forgotten all about happiness. So when he loves a boy that he knows will never return the feelings, he feels more lost. He wants this boy to love him too, but hes only been told he is unlovable. He has only been told who he is and what he us made of for the past 6 years. He just wants to be the person he was before the abuse and pain. But that leaves him wondering... Who am I?

X Factor. You thought you took the whole journey with us. You thought you knew everything that happened. You took one journey with us but there was one journey you didn't take. The journey of how we fell inlove. Here it is for everyone to see. Our untold X Factor journey. Our journey of falling inlove.

One night of unexpected passion changed everything. Zayn was in a relationship with Niall's best friend. It seemed as though Niall and Zayn shared nothing but hate. One night changed that. One night a argument between Niall and Zayn turned to passion. Feeling neither of them wanted to surface came up. They fall inlove even though it's wrong. What happens when neither of them can hide anymore? What happens when the love they share won't be hidden away?

Niall was the new kid. Niall matched Zayn in wit and Zayn didn't like it. Niall became Zayn's newest bet. Sleep with him and break his heart, easy enough right? Well it would be if Zayn didn't start falling inlove with Niall. Will Zayn put an end to the bet? Will Niall find out about the bet and if he does what will he do? Can the new love they share over come the bet or in the end will it rip them apart?

He's a complete bad ass. I'm a good boy. He bullies people. I'm one of them. He plays with hearts. I play with toys. He hates my guts. The feeling's mutual. So how does this work exactly?

It all started with a dare. Then an ultimate affair caught up between us both, me and Niall I thought everything would be all all right though, I thought I would be able to resist Niall. I was a fool. No one can resist Niall. He's plainly beautiful. But as life in the dorms of the Boys Private Institute of London becomes harder to live with, and tougher than imagined, love blossoms between me and him. Then, even as we're together, times are harder, and love is weakening us both, but it pays off.... hopefully.

It was an illusion... Zayn Malik believed he met his forever and lost his always. This was only a trick his mind had been playing on him. He couldn't tell the difference between dreams and real life, causing him to struggle everyday that he was without the character his mind made up named Niall Horan. Will Zayn try to move on with his life, or is his mind too stuck in love with something that was never real? Will he get another chance of real love ,or will he just have to live with this sad illusion?

Thou shalt not... That is all Niall Horan has been raised to listen to as he was born into a very religious family. His father was the pastor of the church he's gone to his whole life, and his mother is the perfect wife. They were viewed as the perfect Christ like family, but no one knows what Niall has to do to keep this reputation. Zayn Malik was your traditional bad boy. He had tattoos and smoked out side of the school. He believed there was a God, but didn't attend church because he knew not to go somewhere he wasn't accepted because of love. When two opposites meet and feelings become present, will Niall try to fight it? How can something as sweet as love be so sinful?