*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

daniel howell x reader - So much of this fucking story is a mess, I apologize. It was my first fic, written when I was TWELVE, and it's so cringe worthy. I haven't bothered to edit or change anything, just for the fact that it's so terrible, I don't know where to begin. But it kinda shows how far I've gotten, so I'm okay with it. Bye! (Edited description on 11 July 2016) (started in mid 2014)

**FINISHED AND IN EDITING ** 21 year old Maisy camrons is an ordinary girl with a past she wish she could change. One day she walks to work and saves the life of a boy in a llama hat from getting hit by a car. Getting hit herself, she ends up in hospital, realising she saved the life of her youtube crush dan howell. As maisy gets to know dan, dan urges to know about maisy's past and what was so bad about it. Maisy is terrified to tell dan the truth and wonders if her past will come back to haunt her if she does tell him. What does she do? I DO NOT OWN DAN, PHIL OR ANY SONGS THAT I MENTION.

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy strikes and he can't take it. However, he meets Phil Lester, the outgoing flirt with too big of a heart to handle. The two become close, and Dan soon realizes that even with his switch off, he can't deny that Phil is slowly reaching to turn it back on, and Dan can't seem to push his hand away.

He was Dan Howell, a full time youtuber and a university drop out. She was Lia, a trainwreck living in London. When two very different but yet very similar worlds collide, does everything fit itself together or fall apart? follow my twitter for weirdness: @zoeishere

Hey Everyone!!! This is the sequel to my other fanfic, I Chose You :D I hope you enjoy reading! :) Probably a good idea for you to read the first book before this one, but I'm not stopping you haha!