God, is this really over? Is this really the end? I have lived a life that I am grateful for. I could not ask for more. It was saturated of suprisings, love. Laughter but tears, happiness but sadness. I realized it late but my life was more than perfect. I realize this now that I can feel the end appoarches. Is this really going to be the end of me? I was dreaming about this moment. oh God! I was really waiting the moment when death would knock my door and inticate his hand for me to reach it and join him. But now I am regreting those thoughts as my whole life is flashing before my eyes. I cannot help myself but wonder again. Is this the end? ____ Warning: It contains a lot of self-harm and depression. And unedited so forgive my grammar and vocab mistakes. Started: June 2016 Finished:-- Credits for the cover: @wourdsinus

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It's about Ethan and Grayson Dolan that are secretly in love with each other. So please don't read it if you don't like gay people or if you think twins kissing each other is wrong.