Sometimes I just don't feel the rain, I just can't feel the sun; Maybe I was just drowning in pain. Though they kept me feeling that I was gone. I tried to reason out, but they just treated me as none. I just want to rise up. But the only thing I can do is fall. And I think that I need to hold on much longer, 'cause maybe. Just maybe. No one will catch me at all. or maybe not.