I always wondered what went wrong? but then again, it was never right to begin with. I was with you from the start, but I wasn't what you wanted. Even when she left you, I'm still not what you wanted, because I can never be her, and I can never replace her. I can never be Emma. TR: the story may contain grammatical errors, profanity, sex, drugs, harassment, abuse, suicide, and the likes. A/N: the story does not follow the manga. May or may not have a happy ending, idk.

Inumaki Akaza has been friends with Manjiro Sano and Ryuguji Ken since Elementary days but as the story progresses and multiple futures overlapped. 'They' never end up together happy. Story follows the manga so it may contain anime and manga spoilers. TRIGGER WARNING: THIS BOOK MENTIONS RAPE, DRUGS, MURDER, GANG WARS, ETC.

Take all that you want from me Try and leave me with nothin' That shit don't faze me What kind of girl you take me for? I don't need your petty company Least I know you're good for somethin' You entertain me Go on and entertain me, boy -Entertain Me - Ylona Garcia A/N: Unlike my other TokRev fanfictions (the Brothel, Paradise Lost, etc) this fanfiction isn't angst. I

I went back hoping to find you, but when I got there, you were gone. no matter how many times I try, death always comes and finds you. I, Kurosaki Kururi. swear I'll save you, I'll jump back in time, I'll even give my own life just to see you smile again. Manjiro and Emma need you, Shinichiro-kun.