Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

or "That Time Phan Was Real All Along"

Twinkle twinkle little Phan, Dan loves Phil and Phil loves Dan… Even a blind person could see that Dan and Phil have a special relationship, whether it's a very good friendship or even tips into romance… But what really goes on behind the camera? 'Behind the Camera' - Phan, phan, and did I mention Phan??

When Dan finally meets Phil, and it is the start of something new. ***Text messages before meet up*** ***completed*** ***old*** ***new up 12/25/16***

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

2009 Phan Sequel, sorry but super sad as fuck. Also, these are their drafts