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Pretty. Odd.

*TRIGGERWARNING* Mentions of death The aim is to give self-help and a little help for myself. I hope this book can help some people, who are maybe afraid of death, to see that its natural thing and we should all embrace it. (Seen from the point of view of my father's death experience)

Roommates (REWRITING)

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

Take me to church (Book 1)

A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

Camp YouTube (YouTube FanFic) #Wattys2014

==COMPLETED== "One camp. One sick, twisted camp that goes by the name of Camp YouTube...Twelve YouTubers. Twelve of the best YouTubers divided into six teams of two...One month of seemingly harmless challenges turns into one month of fighting for survival and the chance of winning...Eight challenges. Two challenges pe...

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Grim Reaper // phan

Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Never Let Go - Danisnotonfire x Reader

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER...

brainstorm //another phan//

swiggity sway- wait, they're still gay? sequal to "Shit Storm"

Just Friends {AmazingPhil X Reader}

UNDER MAJOR CONSTRUCTION - Note: Y/N = Your Name (In case you didn't know)

Save Me From Myself (Dan Howell fanfiction)

Anna is best friends with Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After a horrific night at Anna's and her ex-boyfriends shared flat, Anna ends up moving in with Dan and Phil. It seems like sunshine and happiness from here right? Wrong. Anna is a terribly broken girl. She has severe depression and very bad anxiety. She also self...

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

I Chose You- A Danisnotonfire / Dan Howell FanFic

He was Dan Howell, a full time youtuber and a university drop out. She was Lia, a trainwreck living in London. When two very different but yet very similar worlds collide, does everything fit itself together or fall apart? follow my twitter for weirdness: @zoeishere

My Friends' Phanfics

So I gave my friends my permission to write a short fanfic. They got carried away. They told me what to type, and I typed it. This is what they created.

Cliché (Dan Howell/Danisnotonfire) IMPROVED

1 guy, 1 girl. Both addicted to the internet, and both incredibly socially awkward. When you put them together - pretty much a perfect match But what neither Erin or Dan took into account was that not only did they like the idea of each other in more than a plutonic friendship, so did fate. After running into each oth...

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Tragedies into dust. (Since we were 16 sequel. Dan Howell x reader)

4 years have gone by since those magical nights with my love, Dan Howell. The group still remains together, Dan, Phil, Kian, Jeremy, Jordan, Eden, Julia and I are all still as close as we were when we were 18. Not all of us went to college after graduation. Dan moved in with Phil so he could focus more on his You Tube...

repeating days ➳ phan

after all these years, i can finally see him again

Washed away (A Dan Howell FanFic)

Dan Howell finds a beautiful girl washed up on shore clueless not even knowing her name. He feels attracted to her, but not everyone is what they seem. Even a dark haired beauty like her has secrets. Cover by: @readwritelaugh Thanks so much!

Coming Ashore (Sequel to Washed away) Dan Howell & Phil Lester; Not Phan

SEQUEL TO WASHED AWAY ( A DAN HOWELL FANFIC) IF YOU HAVE NOT READ IT THEN I ADVICE YOU DONT READ THIS YET; 3 months ago, the love of Dan and Phil's lives disappeared into the ocean. Both boys are heart broken although she said she would return. Awkward tension lies between the boys as they try not to think about whic...

bandom oneshots

mcr + fob + p!atd + 21p requests open

Cliché (Dan Howell/Danisnotonfire)

1 guy, 1 girl. Both addicted to the internet, and both incredibly socially awkward. When you put them together - pretty much a perfect match But what neither Erin or Dan took into account was that not only did they like the idea of each other in more than a plutonic friendship, so did fate. After running into each oth...

My Cry Baby Tour Experience

this is what happened at the cry baby tour philly

Find Me Again // phan

Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

In Between // phan

Book 2 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! After Phil gets rejected by the Highers in his request to be a Reaper, him and Dan decide to live in the human world together. But when Dan's friend, PJ, tells him that the Highers want him back, and are willing to accept Phil, Dan is honestly quite happy to be going back. After the...

Big Decisions- a Danisnotonfire / Dan Howell Fanfic (Sequel to I Chose You)

Hey Everyone!!! This is the sequel to my other fanfic, I Chose You :D I hope you enjoy reading! :) Probably a good idea for you to read the first book before this one, but I'm not stopping you haha!