When Aurora Ashford moves from the UK to America, she finds herself soon stuck deep in a whirlwind of emotions. She figures our her sexuality though sweat, blood and tears and realises the true meaning of appreciation. Through copious amounts of arguments with her parents and friends, Aurora decides to disappear one day. All to be found only a couple days later by someone who she never even thought remembered her name. Will Aurora push her emotions to the side to maintain who she thinks she is? Or will she be unable to contain her true feelings?

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

"I hate those words," "But why?" "Because I've never loved anyone the way I love you..." - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, abuse, and assault warnings. Includes foul language and suggestive behavior. - Started: 07/12/2024 Finished: 08/24/2024

[Billie-G!P] Blueprints follows the life of Billie Eilish, a rising singer-songwriter, as she settles into her first home and meets Kai, the daughter of a local contractor. When Kai steps in to oversee a construction project for Billie's new patio, the two women form an unexpected bond that deepens with each passing day. As Billie navigates the pressures of her career, Kai balances her responsibilities of her family and work. • #2 in billie on 10.3.2024 • #1 in construction 11.12.2024 • #4 in wlw 11.22.2024 • #1 in gp 1.21.2025

lila, a freshman in college, has no idea going to an irrelevant party will change the trajectory of her life, forever. will she be happy for all the changes or not? or will she wish nothing ever happened? *intentional lowercase *touchy topics including: sh substance abuse assult started a random sunday night 3/3/24 finished 6/21/24

gxg warnings: mention or action of: smut alcohol drugs smoking self harm abuse sexual assault rape

In which 2 ex-lovers reunite. . "If I'm jerking you around and playing with your feelings so much, why can't you just leave me alone?" I choked, feeling the familiar lump make its way to my throat. "Because I fucking love you, Emily!" . A Billie Eilish fanfiction

Billie seems happy. She's getting better after her last breakup. She meets a girl through Finneas and Claudia. What happens next? Read to find out! This description sucks but bare with me please. This is Sub!Billie for my top babies. I hope you enjoy! #1 billieeilish 9/26/2021

hold onto hope

when billie and madison's world's collide, their relationship will be put to the test. will billie be able to commit? -lowercase intended -a lil bit of smut here and there - tw// self harm, alcohol, drugs, attempts, & death hashtag achievements: #1 in billieeilishfanfic #1 in bil #4 in billieeilish