When You Fall In Love With The Love You Always Wanted .

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

After catching her first love in bed with one of her best friends, Julie is faced with a life decision as she lies in her bath tub with a knife in her hand and blood rushing down both arms. She is then admitted into a psychiatric hospital during the 2nd semester of her junior year in high school and is let out before her senior year. Will she be able to return to her normal routine? Will she ever fall in love again? Or will she choose death?