It was never okay. He was never fine. Once you grow into habits, some are harder to get rid of than others. His life has changed as did society. When the people around you seem like they love each other, are they only there because of you? This story takes you into the mind of the young-ish Sebastian Lyons. This story takes you on his journey and emotional hardships.He doesn't know anything about his parents past. As they never want to bring it up. WARNING: The story you are about to read is nothing but one's thoughts. Therefore there isn't any dialogue except for past conversations and/or dreams. I am NOT a professional writer meaning there may be errors. Anything you read here can be a person's realistic thoughts. I as an author am not feeding ideas into your brain.Reader discretion is advised.