He ripped my heart out and stomped on it. And I just let him. I watched it shatter into pieces, and he didn't even care. I should hate him, no I need to hate him. But I just can't. I love him. Everyone says I should move on, but they don't understand. I love him to much to let him go, even though I already did. She took him from me. Everything hurts. Nobody can help me. They tried but they failed. I'm in so much pain it's unbearable. Sometimes I think I should end my life, but I can't. I won't give him that, I won't let him see I'm weak. Everyday I see them together happy and in love. He never looked at me the way he looks at her. And it's sad because I gave him everything and he just threw it down the drain. And I let him. If you cut open my chest where my heart is- or once was- you would see tiny pieces of my heart scattered everywhere. He did this to me. I was once a happy carefree girl but he took that away from me. Now I have to fake a smile, and everyone believes it. They don't understand that on the inside I'm dying. I'm breaking every second their together. I can only hope, he will come back to me. But that won't ever happen. He broke me. Zayn Malik broke me. It's been 2 years since Mackenna left London and Zayn behind. You would think she's fine but she's really not. Even though she's the #1 fighter in America, and has tons of fans that love her. She's not complete. Without Zayn by her side, nothing will ever be the same SEQUEL TO I WONT MIND

The passionate story of Tessa and Hardin continues as family secrets, deep betrayals, and career opportunities threaten to tear them apart.

This is the sequel (continuation) of After. Hardin and Tessa's relationship will be tested in ways she never expected, but he knew of all along.

Tessa Young is an 18 year old college student with a simple life, excellent grades, and a sweet boyfriend. She always has things planned out ahead of time, until she meets a rude boy named Hardin, with too many tattoos and piercings who shatters her plans.

Mackenna is a 18 year old girl who gets verbally bullied my her brothers. When she finally had enough she ran away. She bumped into Zayn Malik and they immediately hit it off What happens when Mackenna starts to develop feelings for another one direction member? What will Zayn do? Will he lose her forever? Find out when you read, 'I won't mind'