A new family. A new home. A new school. it can't be too hard can it? Wrong. High school is everyone's personal hell. That's without all of Liam's issues being thrown in. His childhood, his bullies, his sexuality and his care home. But Louis complicates everything even more, why is he so possessive and why is he different in school? Why is he in the home in the first place? When Liam finds out, everything changes, and everything gets worse than before. Can Liam still get through, even with his demons pulling him back down?

Louis' been at the orphanage since day one. Since then he's been in and out of many different homes, each one of them returning him because of the same reason; he's too different, not like other little boys. But one kid can only take so much rejection before he shuts down and loses all hope in himself that even when a family does take him home for good, treats him as their own child and loves him unconditionally for many years, he still has his doubts. When Louis returns from Uni to visit his family he finds himself struggling to keep the secret that he just knows will make him lose his family and he doesn't know if he could handle that. He knows it's what all those other families saw in him as a kid and he just knows that his family won't put up with it, why would they? Will Louis be able to keep his secret? Does he really want to if it means living an extremely unhappy life, pretending to be something he's not and hurting someone he cares deeply for? Louis just doesn't know what to do, either way, he knows he is losing someone he cares about.

Liam and Louis are best mates, have been for their entire lives.But Liam has a secret, he's actually in love with Louis, but he's too afraid to say anything because he doesn't want to lose Louis, he doesn't want to risk their friendship changing. But what happens when Liam isn't able to keep a lid on his emotions and their friendship starts to change anyway? Will Liam admit why he's kept the fact that he's gay a secret all this time? Will he confess to Louis? Will Louis feel the same way? Liam doesn't think so.

"I hate that this is this way, but it's the way it is. And we have to keep silent about everything." 2016 Louis/ 2010 Liam

LiLo Paynlinson! ~Louis has just discovered all his feelings for Liam. He dreams to tell Liam how he really feels. But with all the drama going on in each of their lives, every opportunity has passed. Louis and Eleanor, Liam and Danielle, all chances have seem to run out. Fate has decided they weren't meant to be together. However, will it stop them from chasing what they really want? boyxboy with a side of Ziall and Zirror (;

Liam had stopped breathing. Well not literally. He had just stopped breathing happily. He felt like everytime he breath, he falling deeper into hell. Hell. That's exactly how he would decribe his life. Liam felt nothing except pain everything single day. Those constant days of getting bullied, getting pushed around and getting shouted at. He was tried of breathing. Well that was until he met Louis. Louis shows him how to breathe; How to breathe like a happy person.

Liam suffers from panic attacks, and though he doesnt think it will help, his parents check him into a mental facility called St. Ambrose. Louis is a resident there. He has anger issues, among other things. The two boys don't really understand the effect they have on each other, and neither one may be stable enough to handle it. Also with Harry, Niall, Zayn, and Eleanor. These characters are meant to be fictional and are in no way based on or a reflection of the real people. I do not own or have any rights to the boys, their music, or anything affiliated with them. Hope you all enjoy it.

Louis Tomlinson had always hated funerals. He thought they were an unnecessary waste of time and money, a scam really, thought up by a big corporation to play with the emotions of those grieving in order to make money. He had thought it was all a bit ridiculous at one point, but now... Now he saw the importance of them. Now he felt the sting of loss in his chest and now he understood the need for mutual friends and family to gather here in front of an expensive coffin surrounded by expensive flowers. Now, standing here, thinking of him, Louis couldn't help but wonder, if only...

"There's a moment you realize, you're not fighting with toy guns anymore." {Complete}

It’s hard to trust someone, especially when everyone you ever opened up your heart to has let you down and pushed you away. Louis Tomlinson is hoping to start a new name for himself in college and leave his turbulent past behind. In high school he was known as the gay freak but now he’s joined campus life and there are plenty of other freaks to take notice of, and he easily slips past most people’s radars. All except for one- his roommate, Liam Payne. Liam has a dark past himself and has put up walls since he was young to keep people out and keep himself safe. But, what happens when a certain bubbly brunette begins to climb over his walls and see into who he really is? Will it be too little too late or is this what he needed?