in which an overweight young woman in an abusive relationship wants to piece her life back together before her mental and physical health come crashing down. [highest ranking: #11 in fanfiction] [Winter Fanfiction Awards Winner 2016!] [cover made by @ashtxning] All Rights Reserved © juliawrites [GET AFFORDABLE HARRY MERCH: https://styles-merch.com?ref=28styles-merch.com/?ref=28 ]

❝i didn't eat for three days, so i could be lovely.❞ © kodaline ( book one )

A Wave to Ride is a coming-of-age Novel about my struggle into adulthood. Growing up in a modern society where I found solace and a place of retreat online on Instagram. Where my love of dressing up as celebrities grew me an audience of a million. I thought I was on top of the world at the age of 17, only to find my life and home to come crashing down, like the relentless waves. Soon I would find myself in the clutches of a horrible depressive state in the backseat of my car, exposed to the elements of abuse and desperation. A toxic cocktail of dark thoughts seemed to be creeping up on me, drowning out my cries to the world. C. All Rights Reserved, 26 Publishing, LLC.

Calum can't eat and Katy can't stop.

❝ it takes 21 days to form a new habit. ❞ -dr. maxwell maltz when you practically live in a hospital, you'll inevitably get used to terminal sicknesses, depression, and death. it further underlines the quote, "nothing is permanent." caleb has nothing permanent in his life. and ever since his mom's absence, that's all he ever wanted; something tangible, something real, something constant. well, at least there's his one-legged african-american best friend that would never leave him alone (hopefully). and who would've thought that another constant would appear in the form of a cigarette-toting spaniard? and caleb hopes, just hopes, that he wouldn't be another temporary. (lower-case fully intended)