DISCONTINUED --- Tags: kitty!au, hybrid WARNING: Explicit. Rated M for Mature

Kyungsoo didn't realize how much he grew attached with that crazy netter named chickaibee, until it was too late. No regret, though. « exo's d.o. x exo's kai » :: mostly in text format :: contains bad and lame jokes only bc im suck (｡-_-｡ )人( ｡-_-｡) [completed June 2016, last revised June 22, 2019]

"You can't be unlovable unless no one loves you," I lean closer to his face and I can almost see his chest beating out of his shirt,"and I do." ••• Kim Jongin has been head-over-heels with Do Kyungsoo ever since he heard him singing in the choir room one day in high school. Now that they are both at the same university, it has been eating away at him even more. He would never admit to liking him for so many reasons, the top one being the fact that Kyungsoo has a girlfriend. They had been together for over two years and Jongin didn't want to get in the way...plus being bi isn't something he wants to admit to. But his feelings are starting to make him feel crazy and he starts doing things he knows he will regret. His past begins to pull him down and things start to get out of hand. Nothing can get him out of his mind and he tries everything. Will his friends be able to help him or will Kyungsoo never know how Jongin really feels and things go to places no one wants them to? ~This story does contain some themes that may not be comfortable for some readers, yet I don't think they deserve the scary, "mature" rating. If mental illness and depression bother you than please, go no further. But mind you, there is lots of cute to balance it out! ;)~ •I am also not a psychiatrist and all illnesses, diagnosis, and treatments are completely fictional• **Please, please, PLEASE do not plagiarize any of my writings. I work really hard on my stories and am proud of how much time I put in to them. Thank you and enjoy!**

Jongin's life wasn't what most people would call extraordinary. He was a waiter at a local restaurant in his city and a student who spent his days in the dance studio. His life was just a record stuck on replay. Until the day that he saw the ever so silent Kyungsoo. "You don't need hearing to listen to your heart." Copyright 2015. All rights reserved. Updated 2021.