After the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pain.

Megan Whitting's father died in a crash....she lost her best friend. She and her mother don't talk anymore, and she is bullied and harassed my her own uncle.....can Megan get her life straight, or will she take her own life? Or can one of the boys of One Direction change her mind and steal her heart?!