"I don't give a damn about you." "Like I care." She writes to herself. The sad thoughts in her mind, they are always there. It's all because of him. - His selfless mind. His nightmare. It's all because of one mistake.

Set in the late 17th century in the Qing dynasty during the reign of the Kangxi Emperor, Mei Xiang met a prince who stole her heart. At first, it was a challenge to tolerate him and then it become a challenge to be with him. Obstacles were thrown in her way and she tried her best to move past them. Soon enough, she found herself sitting upon the Empress Dowager position. It was then she realised that sometimes the one you love the most becomes the one you most fear. [2/5-304 in HF] [6/5-297 in HF] [30/6-273 in HF] [4/8-266 in HF] [6/8-221 in HF] [9/8-176 in HF] [21/9-155 in HF]

I'm sorry for breaking your heart, for turning my back on you when you open up to me and for not telling you why I did so. Don't be mistaken. I don't want you back or anything like that, if you get what I mean. I just want us to be friends again because you were the best friend I had. I also want to not feel guilty each time I see you. So, now, I'm going to tell you why I broke your heart and why in turned my back on you. I'm so sorry, honestly. Please forgive me, okay? From the bottom of my heart, the person you hate.

Everyone has a song that reminds them of something. In my case, it is my crushes. (Copyright 2014. All events are real)

All she wanted was a remedy to escape the living. What she got was a door to fiction, and unchangeable consequences that came with it. She often wondered, what's real and what's not. For she lost sense, of reality and fiction. It was once a cure, a remedy, but no one told her about the lure, that took away her sanity. [started. 1 Apr 2015] [completed. 8 June 2015] status. completed achievements. #725 in short story

Crush (verb or noun) 1. deform, pulverize, or force inwards by compressing forcefully. 2. violently subdue (opposition or a rebellion). 3. a crowd of people pressed closely together. 4. a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable. -note- If you're feeling that no one understand the pain you're going through because of your crush, I can say that this book explains how you feel because after all it is what I went through. #202 in short story 26/9/15 #169 in short story 5/11/15 #145 in short story 6/11/15 #104 in short story 8/11/15