Dan had always loved Phil, with every last inch of his heart. Phil was perfect, from his adorable, crooked smile to the way he looked at Dan with his beautiful crystal blue eyes. Everything was fine for Dan, other than the gap between him and Phil that he thought would never be filled. Dan thought Phil only saw him as a friend, no more, no less. For years, Dan put up with the ache in his soul, until one day, he couldn't stand it anymore. But when Dan can't Rest In Peace, he is sent to watch Phil, under strict rules that have never been broken. (TRIGGER WARNING) Contains really sad stuff, suicide, self hate. PLEASE NOTE: I have discontinued this story due to lack of creativity. Also the writing is really cringy and I hate it. Thank you for understanding.

"But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm, and eventually smut//

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing his issues, and his feelings for Phil.

swiggity sway- wait, they're still gay? sequal to "Shit Storm"

Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his best friend. Will Phil ever find out? WARNING: Could be triggering, attempted suicide, fluff, angst, possible sexual references ©chloemitzu