"You'll be the death of me" "And you'll be the reason I live." Atticus sawyer brown is 16 years old and is living through the virus COVID-19. After traumatic events that happened with this older brother, he has learned to keep to himself and to live his life alone. Zola Leigh Russel is 16 years old and moves across the country every year hoping her mom will find a place to settle down. The state of Missouri doesn't have much to offer some people; but for Zola and Sawyer, it brought a reason to take chances with strangers.