There's nothing left to hold on to in Jeordie White's life. Everything seemed hopeless & pointless now… even his own life. The only reason why he kept going wasn't even enough anymore. Was it? Was it better to keep holding on & trying? Or should he just slip & fail? Should he just end it? Everything was hopeless.

When Jeordie's life seemed to have gone downhill, when all hope is lost, will the one he truly loves save him? Or is he really meant for Brian? Some chapters may have Placebo reference.

Twiggy Ramirez struggles with everything he believes in when he's confronted with the twisted lifestyle his long time friend and recent adversary Marilyn Manson presents. Manson's obsession with doctrine and dogma drives Twiggy to discover his darkest passion for chaos . . WARNING: RATED R for TRIVIAL THEMES OF SUICIDE and DESTRUCTION

Marilyn Manson's personal journal entries and stories that I have found published here and there. I will share them with all to see his incredible intelligence and writing abilities.

"I did not mean to do it, but I could not control myself." Brian sighed softly, "Every time I lay my eyes on that beautiful boy, an animal inside me takes control. I didn't mean to do it." There was a pause before he spoke again. "I loved him."

One kiss can change fate. It can create love or start wars...a kiss between two strangers can create a whole future neither one of them had ever dreamed possible...and now, it's Twiggy's turn. ~This story is for TilskKarishma {No offense is meant by the title}