"On the fifth knock I'm met with such a beautiful sight. It was an ogre, his defined jaw and clothing that accented his figure well made my knees weak. All I wanted to do was devote my whole life to him; to feel him inside me, and make me his."

[Book 1 of the Wasted Eternity series] This journal belongs to: Alice Hydee Thompson If found please return to this address: 654 sycamore lane, Littleton, Colorado 80120 A list of journal entries spread out over the course of 365 days. "I lost him. I lost Aleks. He died at exactly 6:25 pm today." ☢Trigger Warning☢

Aleks Marchant didn't have a lot going for him. He lived in a shithole city where he had no money, no home, and no real friends. After one brutal night out on the streets, he comes across James Wilson, a very mischievous older man who lives on the outskirts of town. Aleks accidentally befriends James, and gets himself into more than he can handle. (WARNING: SMUT, VIOLENCE, STRONG LANGUAGE, MENTION OF RAPE, MENTION OF ABUSE, BRIEF DRUG USE)

James and Aleks have been very close friends for a long time. But when they start dating, James is jealous and overprotective of Aleks. Will their love and frendship last? [WARNING: SMUT, STRONG LANGUAGE, BRIEF VIOLENCE] EDIT: this was my first piece of writing and I must admit I am n o t proud, lmao ~Sep. 2014

“I lie in wonder, gawking at the beautiful being in front of me, and as he stares at me, pure love clouding over his eyes and mine. He is so beautiful.”

"Sometimes, I just want to... stop breathing." Aleks gave a sharp, pitiful laugh with his words, shaking his head. "You're drunk." "No, I'm not," he croaked, lips trembling. Silence fell between them. "But I really wish I was." __________ Note: drinking plays a major role in this story