A letter written to Phil in Dan's perspective.

Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxboy, Drug dealing word count: 88k+ (In case you don't know this, exchange students live with a family that's called "host family".)

Phil promised himself that today would be the day that he told Dan how he really felt... but did it go to plan?

When Dan comes home to tell Phil some big news, it leads him to doing something drastic..

Life isn't always fair, is it? once Dan meets Phil at a therapist centre, their lives take a turn for what seems like the best, for the time being... [Contains mention of suicide, depression and death, could be triggering. Strong language.]