Bucky can't believe how much time has passed after Steve had died. He feels empty, wakes up sweating and screaming at night. Seeing how his best friend dies all over again. Something has to change.

"I want to die!" He said through gritted teeth. "I can't handle all the guilt and memories anymore! Please." Was he really begging me to kill him? The cold metal is heavy in my hand, and it's shine is slippery against my trembling fingers. "No!" I shout. "I'm not letting you take the cowards path. You are going to fight this!" He grabbed his mask off the side of the bridge and placed it on his face, his dark blue eyes never once leaving mine. "If you won't kill, I'll find someone who will." - Ana is a normal twenty four year old who was just trying to live her life. She works hard studying to get her degree in law, all while juggling the chores of life. She lives alone on a lonely farm with nothing but a few cows and horses to keep her company. But when a certain Soldier comes into her life, her world is turned completely upside down. Will she really help a man who took so many lives away? Soldier is lost. He saved a man he thinks he knows, and the price is him being hunted for death. HYDRA wants him dead. SHIELD says they can help him, but he knows their lying. Completely lost, he finds himself hunting for answers, but finds himself facing a woman with a terrible temper. But she isn't afraid of him. She isn't trying to kill him in his sleep. He can't help but wonder, Can she really help him remember? But cold reality is never far behind, as he soon releases that he may be placing the person who he might have feelings for in danger. HYDRA isn't about to give up their killer.

Get him out of Gehenna. Get him to Shield. He's your prisoner. He's your responsibility. Don't form a soft spot for him. Don't become the hero here. Don't take his place. Don't let them take you. Don't fall in love with him. You're going to get yourself killed. He's not worth it. // Takes place directly after CA:TWS // //featured on the official Wattpad fanfiction account // //#21 in Winter Soldier// //Don't be mean to Maisie. That's not welcome here.// // If you like my work and feel that higher education costs too much, please consider sending me $1 through cash app I love you $emllyjoyce//

#246 in Fan Fiction August 5th. Featured on the Official Fanfiction Wattpad account 1st Place in the Marvel Excelsior Nation Awards 2019 [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] [THIS IS BOOK ONE] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" Ophelia's mother gave her away to HYDRA because she couldn't care for her. She was used as a lab rat for HYDRA, turned into a weapon. Tortured, experimented on, locked up, caged. Ophelia was always obedient to HYDRA, always dutiful and efficient in the beginning. When HYDRA captures Steve Rogers' best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, she witnesses his transformation from American soldier to HYDRA weapon. When they no longer need Ophelia and her path finding abilities, they turn the Winter Soldier against her. *All characters aside from Ophelia and a few others belong to Marvel* [Edit completed May 12th 2019] [Second Edit completed March 1st 2021]

After saving Captain America's life, Bucky otherwise known as the Winter Soldier has no where to go. After the whole day he finally finds a home in the woods. He breaks in and the owner, Amanda isn't happy. She is a S.H.I.E.L.D agent and heard about him. Now he is in her house. Find out what lies between the two. Maybe something happens from the past.

The Winter Soldier/Bucky Barnes Love Story Adaline Elizabeth Montgomery was an average girl, working for a living at a restaurant and volunteering at the animal hospital. She went through the same boring routine everyday. That is, until one day, one day that changed her life completely. London. Thor had been fighting a Dark Elf over the Aether, taking the battle to a different realm. But not all of the Aether was destroyed. A small sample of it found it's way to Adaline. Adaline quickly discovered her powers. Unfortunately for her the Russians were quick to snatch her up, doing tests on her. One test in particular, Adaline's throat was slit. She drowned in her own blood, a horrible death. The Aether did not die, it evolved and brought her back. The Aether is no longer using her as a vessel it has evolved into her. Since then Adaline has escaped and moved to America in hiding. She doesn't use her powers nor will she ever- That is, until The Winter Soldier stumbled in