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  • struggling➾ phan (complete)
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    update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

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  • Numb // phan au [ Completed ]
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    { She may be the one for you, but your not the one for her}

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  • falling stars//phan au
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    in which phil wants to sell some cds and gets chatting to a willing buyer. i'm aware that a thousand message based phanfictions exist already but i wanted to try my hand at writing one. the cover was made by the amazing @hovvell !

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  • edge
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    " Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

  • Why Are You Crying? A Phan Short Story
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    A short Phan story. "Why are you crying?" - #25 in Phan

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  • paradise//phan au
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    (Based off Coldplay's Paradise) In which Dan is a lonely, sad boy who can't seem to find a source of happiness. ■■■ "We're a match made in hell, Daniel Howell." {{ Punk!Phil Pastel!Dan}}

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  • It Wasn't for Us //PHAN
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    (Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

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  • Speak Up (PHAN)
    16.8K 1K 32

    This is the story of a boy called Dan who can't talk and a boy called Phil who can't do anything BUT talk

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  • dark • phan
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    "You're not afraid of the dark, are you Dan Howell?"

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  • sad boys - phan
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    (crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)

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  • The Definition of Perfect(Phan)
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    "Phil?" "Yeah?" "What's it like to live in black and white?" "Dull. What's it like to live with cancer?" "Dull."

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  • tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)
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    first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.

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  • ocd | phan
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    The first time I saw him everything in my head went quiet. - short phan one shot based on neil hilborn's poem 'ocd'

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  • Psych Testing (phan)
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    [COMPLETED] This journal belongs to: DAN If found: Don't look inside, ever. It's mine and Doctor Linder said so.

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  • THUNDER // phan
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    he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

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  • How I Accidentally Killed Dan Howell || Phan
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    Okay, look. Everyone makes mistakes, right? It just so happens my mistake is at a much larger scale, but it's okay, it's fine, we're good. So I killed the wrong Howell. Well, even grim reapers make mistakes... Right? ●●● (Probs will be pretty short and stupid... Sorry A sort of humor novel don't get butthurt)

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  • Crybaby ♡ Phan
    32.5K 1.5K 16

    Dan Howell is a pastel crybaby. Phil Lester is a punk fuck boy. Let the games begin... ♡♡♡ {I'm bad with descriptions just read it} Note: I know Melanie Martinez is an awful person, this was written before everything came out about her.

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  • Tragedy // Phan
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    When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

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  • And He Was.
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    As story about Dan and a slow decline into an eating disorder.

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  • On Good Days-Phan
    19.4K 886 1

    Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...

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  • paper thin (phan)
    1M 54K 24

    *'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

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  • you look good in thigh highs
    1.8M 59.4K 55

    If you're into texting phan, general phan, smut :) , or innocent!dan and fuckboy!phil and major daddy kinks then you've come to the right place

  • glory and gore ; phan
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    "you've been drinking like the world was gonna end." "for me, it did." - where a fighter with anger issues meets an strangely-alluring artist [lowercase intended]

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  • drown ↣ phan (complete )
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    "you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

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  • The First Time (Phan)
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    Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although...

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  • One Way || Phan
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    One Way; a phanfiction about the consequences of love. TW: abuse, minor mention of depressive thoughts. I don't recommend reading if you're easily triggered by things like these.

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  • Killer | Phan
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    Today I could have sworn he saw me... but he didn't do anything. Just simply shook his head like he was judging my life and then turned over in his bed. I'll go back tomorrow..

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  • kisses ✎ phan
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    [COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

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  • boy || phan
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    "I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

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  • but, im not gay // phan
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    COMPLETE This is going to be a one sentence book thing, I don't know the username of who does it but I actually love them, she inspired me :) And randomly for bigger explainations, I'm going to have longer paragraphs because wattpad only takes a certain amount of chapter things I don't know what I'm doing honestly, s...

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