is it still a joke now?

The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )

Diary of a Gay Teenager

So this is basically my coming out story. Everyone and ANYONE'S support would mean the world to me so please give my diary a chance! Since I was in middle school I have struggled with my sexuality. I used to try to fight the way I felt and I would tell myself that I'm straight but now I realize that the only way I can...