❝i felt the urge to write it, to tell you how much i love you, to tell you what makes me love you, to tell you how is that every single day i love you more that yesterday and yeah, maybe it's because i just want to fill this book with something that's worth it, who knows, one day i'll be brave enough to send you this and then i'll hide somewhere cursing myself for doing it.❞

Not a perfect teenage girl with hot looks. Not a girl with sexy appeals. And definitely not a girl with a perfect boyfriend unlike everybody in her school. Her name is Eloise Carter. An average teenage girl trying to break the walls of the darkness in her heart. She's just a typical teenage girl living a dream. Dreaming of her perfect man. And just having a normal life. Suddenly one tragic thing seemed to affect her life and changes everything. Will she keep up the pace of dreaming a normal life? Or will she forever trapped inside her shell?

Em has a deep secret, that only her and her family knows but she acts like a perfect little daughter with no issues, but inside she's screaming! She's kept it inside her for years, and in those years to she loses her ability to see the good things in life. The little things that make you smile. When Jai meets uptight Em at her Aunt's wedding anniversary while making a new video for youtube, he cant seem to help but want to know her more after she showed him her wild side. Jai shows her the little things in life, and she learns to losen up and have fun. Will Em open up to Jai?or will her past get to her head again and just ruin everything!? A normal girl with a troubled past learns to smile again because of a Brook brother. Wait. WIll they also fall in love? Opposites attract right? No, Em was just hiding her true self from coming out. A story about friendship, trust, love and changing.