Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.

"Cuando el invierno termine y la nieve se haya derretido, promete que seguirás a mi lado y seguiremos compartiendo un café y miradas nerviosas, como la primera vez que nos enamoramos" [Notas: Actualizaciones lentas, muuuy lentas. Mi ortografía no es y nunca ha sido buena, porfavor toma esto en cuenta antes de comenzar a leer.]

ㅡ ¿puede irse algo tan hermoso, tan real, en una sola exhalación? © GibMirKraft on wattpad ₪₪₪ frerard + longfic disclaimer : contenido sexual explícito, angst, mención de temas sensibles

She dies. Soon afterwards I begin to feel. I understand. Flash forward a bit more and the story begins. It was him. He interested me. It has never happened before in however long I've been doing this.

Picture this; It's pre-Black Parade era and Mikey Way has just been diagnosed with early onset Alzheimerz. There's no hope to regain his memory and he has six months to live. What does he do? He writes letters. Letters to his brother and his friends, an attempt to redeem some of his many regrets that he has had over the years.

"Y yo espero realmente volver a verte, chico de los ojos miel..."